The music playing in the blog, just the music that I found in the CD that I bought this year, referred back to previous 3 posts.
The CD actually on my dad's hand. He quite like it, as I bought it from Popular Exhibition @ KLCC , after ripped the music into my laptop, and just gave it to my dad.
Maybe I just influenced by his sentimental music gene, this kind of music did bring peace and quiet for my mind, and also let me start to think lot of previous memories. I just like it so much.
EMO leh ? haha~
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Blog really can spit one's mind out ?
It's 12am midnight, when the time I cant fall asleep, I will start to think wildly.
Like how, I just felt I spent my life recklessly, without any goals or aims. What is the point for me to continue living ?
Why dont just jump down from 15th floor here, and end everything. I wish I could do that, but in fact, I couldn't. I still got the family who loves me always and my friends. I just cant leave them like that.
Actually I should set my blog into private, I want to use blog to abreact my mood, spit out all the thing that hided in my mind long time ago.
But there is nothing can hide secretly forever, time will reveal my secret. Instead of cures, it's just replace everything.
Time is cruel.
Like how, I just felt I spent my life recklessly, without any goals or aims. What is the point for me to continue living ?
Why dont just jump down from 15th floor here, and end everything. I wish I could do that, but in fact, I couldn't. I still got the family who loves me always and my friends. I just cant leave them like that.
Actually I should set my blog into private, I want to use blog to abreact my mood, spit out all the thing that hided in my mind long time ago.
But there is nothing can hide secretly forever, time will reveal my secret. Instead of cures, it's just replace everything.
Time is cruel.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Update from my mind~
It's been a long time, such a long time didnt update my blog since last year, first of all...
Mr.Yap Shinz Joh will be the first who will shoot me 1st, I knew it..
So soon, I came to my study last semester, well... who cares ? not even to the people that concern me... Changed my group back to group 1 when last semester ... Say it frankly, I was a bit regret about what I did.. Changed back to group 1.. Doesn't mean anyhing to me, just because of want to have a badminton coaching for co-curiculum .. Sorry ,guys..
Now is the last semester for me, most probably I cant catch up my batch to study adv. diploma or degree... When I experienced so many things that 20 years old cant experienced, what I think is, study is really a good thing ? Study until 28 years old , Master, PhD does it mean anything to me ? Can I make myself rich in my wealth ? or just want to make myself rich in my health ?
Most probably I would like to get a job, I found a job that work in Yonex Sunrise Company... which is my favourite job YET ... How can I increase and maintain my wealthness in short years ? Maintain my wealth even when I was 50-60 years old ? I also dont know I got this chance to live until that old yet...
WORK ? STUDY ? Do I still get the freedom to study ? To feel the young again ? WORK? work like a bull , until I got my 1st bucket of gold ? Life is full of mysteries , unpredictable , maybe I will die tomorrow, who knows ?
All of these I mentioned, does it suitable for me to think yet ?
Love, it is time to find a girlfriend , LOL ... the relation before 21 years old, it would be for fun, to play... When it is after 21 years ol, it would comes to marriage, family and lot of thing need to be consider in future~ in my opinion, yes... it is..
Mr.Yap Shinz Joh will be the first who will shoot me 1st, I knew it..
So soon, I came to my study last semester, well... who cares ? not even to the people that concern me... Changed my group back to group 1 when last semester ... Say it frankly, I was a bit regret about what I did.. Changed back to group 1.. Doesn't mean anyhing to me, just because of want to have a badminton coaching for co-curiculum .. Sorry ,guys..
Now is the last semester for me, most probably I cant catch up my batch to study adv. diploma or degree... When I experienced so many things that 20 years old cant experienced, what I think is, study is really a good thing ? Study until 28 years old , Master, PhD does it mean anything to me ? Can I make myself rich in my wealth ? or just want to make myself rich in my health ?
Most probably I would like to get a job, I found a job that work in Yonex Sunrise Company... which is my favourite job YET ... How can I increase and maintain my wealthness in short years ? Maintain my wealth even when I was 50-60 years old ? I also dont know I got this chance to live until that old yet...
WORK ? STUDY ? Do I still get the freedom to study ? To feel the young again ? WORK? work like a bull , until I got my 1st bucket of gold ? Life is full of mysteries , unpredictable , maybe I will die tomorrow, who knows ?
All of these I mentioned, does it suitable for me to think yet ?
Love, it is time to find a girlfriend , LOL ... the relation before 21 years old, it would be for fun, to play... When it is after 21 years ol, it would comes to marriage, family and lot of thing need to be consider in future~ in my opinion, yes... it is..
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Sorry for long time no update !!! haha
Recently it was quite busy , and no mood for me to manage the blog..
Forgive my laziness !!!~~~ so now , I going update a bit about recent thing ...
Just for one post only, because quite lazy to update whole thing , but I want to update a bit by a bit..
First.... sure is my SBS SWC Fund Raising !! haha.. Below is the photos that when we preparing the booth for the Fund Raising !!
Next , shall be our actual day ! FUND RAISING 2009 !! Our stall name quite funny , DotA kaki sure very familiar with this name one...
our booth name is .... GG !!! hahaha... very strange but meaningful to us~
The Day when we opening our booth !
Our board !!
The Facial Mask that we selling 1...
I like this curry fishball, know what ? Cooked by me! and it is quite tasty too !!
Sandwich !! Prepared by Jesse
The days that we passed for the FR , quite meaningful and memorable to me... It's a good experience to me, as well as my members !!
Plus , I cooked the curry fishball , then I in charge the Cup-Bon , which is rolling ice a.k.a Ice-Blended .. haha~ When I was standing outside promote, keep shouting "Rolling Ice,Rolling Ice !! " , after the week for FR , my mind keep appearing "Rolling Ice, Rolling Ice !" ... cant stand it at all...
Forgive my laziness !!!~~~ so now , I going update a bit about recent thing ...
Just for one post only, because quite lazy to update whole thing , but I want to update a bit by a bit..
First.... sure is my SBS SWC Fund Raising !! haha.. Below is the photos that when we preparing the booth for the Fund Raising !!
Next , shall be our actual day ! FUND RAISING 2009 !! Our stall name quite funny , DotA kaki sure very familiar with this name one...
our booth name is .... GG !!! hahaha... very strange but meaningful to us~
The Day when we opening our booth !
Our board !!
The Facial Mask that we selling 1...
I like this curry fishball, know what ? Cooked by me! and it is quite tasty too !!
Sandwich !! Prepared by Jesse
The days that we passed for the FR , quite meaningful and memorable to me... It's a good experience to me, as well as my members !!
Plus , I cooked the curry fishball , then I in charge the Cup-Bon , which is rolling ice a.k.a Ice-Blended .. haha~ When I was standing outside promote, keep shouting "Rolling Ice,Rolling Ice !! " , after the week for FR , my mind keep appearing "Rolling Ice, Rolling Ice !" ... cant stand it at all...
Monday, September 28, 2009
PEACE !!!!
yeah... finally, passed through hardly within this weekend... Few wedding banquet, delivery of buffet , now only I knew that.. Learn how to drive car totally not a good matter to me...
morning, fetch me my parents go Kluang pasar to buy vegetables and some ingredient . My parent sat at behind of the car and fall asleep, I just directly became a chauffeur , LOL
Afternoon , restaurant missed something, me still want to go out buy ingredients too... Day after day, always the same thing, BORED !!! Totally bored !
Today last event, those triad having some celebration for Moon Cake Festival , invited all their members , also some rich guy and senator of the Malaysia counselor ... The event just quite big, almost 50 tables... The food just cooked by my dad's restaurant...
And also I found out, nowadays kids... only one word can describe them... "HELPLESS" Just saw a lot of secondary school students joined triad , even some students that before I just felt they are the most obedient students in the school, just cant imagine they joined triad also, haizzz
Before read the newspapers also, triad members started to intrude school surrounding ady, just cant feel that it could be so fast.... Before, when we are still secondary students, the topic that surrounding us , just those racing car, football , badminton and etc... Recently I joined my hometown badminton team, now they are accepting new students and training them... When I talked to them, WALAO !!! Keep telling me the topic about which student is joining which triad gang , what the bloody hell happened to our secondary school ??!!
Looks like this kind of problem would not stopped even though the interruption of school authority, god bless them !
Tomorrow gonna be a rest day for my dad's restaurant , closed one day, hahaha... Gonna go to JB , have a dinner at "Taste Bug" restaurant, beef and lamb chop restaurant . If lucky, I can beg my dad buy one pair of "SHB-101 Limited" shoe for me , hahahaha ~ yeah... god bless me~
morning, fetch me my parents go Kluang pasar to buy vegetables and some ingredient . My parent sat at behind of the car and fall asleep, I just directly became a chauffeur , LOL
Afternoon , restaurant missed something, me still want to go out buy ingredients too... Day after day, always the same thing, BORED !!! Totally bored !
Today last event, those triad having some celebration for Moon Cake Festival , invited all their members , also some rich guy and senator of the Malaysia counselor ... The event just quite big, almost 50 tables... The food just cooked by my dad's restaurant...
And also I found out, nowadays kids... only one word can describe them... "HELPLESS" Just saw a lot of secondary school students joined triad , even some students that before I just felt they are the most obedient students in the school, just cant imagine they joined triad also, haizzz
Before read the newspapers also, triad members started to intrude school surrounding ady, just cant feel that it could be so fast.... Before, when we are still secondary students, the topic that surrounding us , just those racing car, football , badminton and etc... Recently I joined my hometown badminton team, now they are accepting new students and training them... When I talked to them, WALAO !!! Keep telling me the topic about which student is joining which triad gang , what the bloody hell happened to our secondary school ??!!
Looks like this kind of problem would not stopped even though the interruption of school authority, god bless them !
Tomorrow gonna be a rest day for my dad's restaurant , closed one day, hahaha... Gonna go to JB , have a dinner at "Taste Bug" restaurant, beef and lamb chop restaurant . If lucky, I can beg my dad buy one pair of "SHB-101 Limited" shoe for me , hahahaha ~ yeah... god bless me~
Friday, September 18, 2009
The categories of the examination !
After a few weeks of struggling , finally I was free from EXAM !!! gratzz , all my frd ! After been through the exam, i categorized all the subs ...
Most time-rushing = Financial Accounting
Most difficult = Managing People in Organisation
Most easiest = Principles of Investment
Most complex(not hard just complex) = Lending & Securities
Most tips = Tamadun Islam
Most confusing when revising = Operation of Financial Institution
Recently also dont have time to blogging , not used all the time on revision, but just daydreaming..
What the hell... whatever .. Even some subjects also are until the very last minute only start to revise ... morning paper, wake up at 6am then only study.. Maybe from the beginning of the semester, got focus a bit on the lectures , so I can study easier and memorize it piece of cake....
But however, still got a bit disappointment.. I knew sure got at least one sub gonna to fail *sob sob*
OK ! Stop all these annoyance ! Throw it all into the rubbish bin , start to enjoy my holiday , see all my KL and tarc friends at next semester !!! HAPPY HOLIDAY and HARI RAYA PUASA !!
Most time-rushing = Financial Accounting
Most difficult = Managing People in Organisation
Most easiest = Principles of Investment
Most complex(not hard just complex) = Lending & Securities
Most tips = Tamadun Islam
Most confusing when revising = Operation of Financial Institution
Recently also dont have time to blogging , not used all the time on revision, but just daydreaming..
What the hell... whatever .. Even some subjects also are until the very last minute only start to revise ... morning paper, wake up at 6am then only study.. Maybe from the beginning of the semester, got focus a bit on the lectures , so I can study easier and memorize it piece of cake....
But however, still got a bit disappointment.. I knew sure got at least one sub gonna to fail *sob sob*
OK ! Stop all these annoyance ! Throw it all into the rubbish bin , start to enjoy my holiday , see all my KL and tarc friends at next semester !!! HAPPY HOLIDAY and HARI RAYA PUASA !!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
FATness .... Is it a sin ?
Fatness , as the name suggests... Some body condition that a human contains over abundance of flesh inside the body . In this world , there is over 30% population having fatness. Actually fat is define differently by people , is it really that important that the people beside you is a fat guy?
As I said just now, fatness , is it really a unforgivable sin to you ? Is it sinful ? guilty ? fuck off ! damn hate those kind of people , use your dog eyes to watch fat guy, maybe those people that claimed himself/herself as thin.. Yeah.... you may like that despise fat guy ,but what were the fat guys like us fucking thinking what are you despising ??
Do you think we really want to be fat? I trying to reduce my weight now, what are you thinking ? Just laughing at me , not even a little bit of encouragement ,just full of quib, you know how sad was I ? But never mind , your despise became my motivation .
Should a fat guy deserve one true love ? deserve or not? This point I dont even really clear about it , so many girls nowadays outguess the boys, like handsome boys only, now really hard to find a nice girl that really dont mind their boyfriends is a fat guy already , that's why i keep wondering ....
Fat guy dont deserve to play badminton ? fuck off ! Dont ever think fat guy cant play badminton well ! Famous national player like Markis Kido , he is a fat guy also , but why he still can on the top of the world ? The people who despise fat guy in playing badminton , wait a second , dont talk so much first , at first , you can play better than me or not? If not , shut the fuck up !
As I said just now, fatness , is it really a unforgivable sin to you ? Is it sinful ? guilty ? fuck off ! damn hate those kind of people , use your dog eyes to watch fat guy, maybe those people that claimed himself/herself as thin.. Yeah.... you may like that despise fat guy ,but what were the fat guys like us fucking thinking what are you despising ??
Do you think we really want to be fat? I trying to reduce my weight now, what are you thinking ? Just laughing at me , not even a little bit of encouragement ,just full of quib, you know how sad was I ? But never mind , your despise became my motivation .
Should a fat guy deserve one true love ? deserve or not? This point I dont even really clear about it , so many girls nowadays outguess the boys, like handsome boys only, now really hard to find a nice girl that really dont mind their boyfriends is a fat guy already , that's why i keep wondering ....
Fat guy dont deserve to play badminton ? fuck off ! Dont ever think fat guy cant play badminton well ! Famous national player like Markis Kido , he is a fat guy also , but why he still can on the top of the world ? The people who despise fat guy in playing badminton , wait a second , dont talk so much first , at first , you can play better than me or not? If not , shut the fuck up !
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