It's 12am midnight, when the time I cant fall asleep, I will start to think wildly.
Like how, I just felt I spent my life recklessly, without any goals or aims. What is the point for me to continue living ?
Why dont just jump down from 15th floor here, and end everything. I wish I could do that, but in fact, I couldn't. I still got the family who loves me always and my friends. I just cant leave them like that.
Actually I should set my blog into private, I want to use blog to abreact my mood, spit out all the thing that hided in my mind long time ago.
But there is nothing can hide secretly forever, time will reveal my secret. Instead of cures, it's just replace everything.
Time is cruel.
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